its complicated

been awhile since the last time i post about things i love about you. there're still so many things i love about you but gonna post it someday.
jadi gimana dgn hubungan kita yang "complicated"? sebenernya aku udah lama nunggu liburan akhir tahun ini soalnya aku pgn pergi jalan terus sama kamu. tapi ternyata aku harus isi liburan ini buat makin jauh dari kamu bukan makin deket. pernah ga kamu mikir gimana rasanya jadi aku skrg? what i should do right now is to SUPPORT YOU when you meet that girl, text that girl, help you forget her, and GIVE you time, WAIT you right here, while WISHING you to come back.
soooo lets see on the next 2 months. i meant on my sweet 17th birthday, will you come back or will you go with her? i miss the time when everyday i dont need to worry about you because youre completely mine.
but... here's what you say to me yesterday morning:
Dearr.. Tuhan sayang aku, dia kasih kamu ke aku. aku kadang jahat gitu sama kamu tuh bukan berarti aku mau bikin kamu sedih. kadang aku pengen kita jadi tambah baik gituloh. i miss our quality time together, i miss how we wipe each other's tears when we are sad. i miss our relationship where no mistake is to be made. i miss you because you are all mine. love you so much babe.

thank you ya babe at least aku bisa tenang skrg. love you :*